07-21 The Unevenest Love of All

PREVIOUSLY:  Channah, Chastity, and Penance are honeymooning at Channah’s secret tropical paradise.  After becoming concerned Chastity was playing her (and afraid she was being gullible), Channah is angrily and rigorously testing Penny by pushing her limits—at the moment, by mentally browbeating her while physically intimidating her.  NOW:

“Keep your eyes on me and your hands right where they are, but spread your legs further for me.  Push your little girl parts down on the floor like I taught you,” she commanded, not tentatively—Channah was nothing if not confident—but reservedly, with some interrogatory quality, as if there were a question in her mind about something.

And when Penny complied, Channah gave a deep, satisfied sigh.  “I’m so pleased you’re not just frozen in terror, but actively and consciously intimidated and afraid,” she giggled, and seeing her girl’s pain and confusion, elaborated:  “You’re shivering and hyperventilating on your knees before me, honeyslut.  You’re so scared of me and my big, bad, bat—aren’t you?”

“Yes, Domina,” she whimpered and nodded.  “I’m very scared.  You—you and your bat are big and bad, Domina.  You’re so powerful and—and mean,” she burst out, afraid to say it but unwilling not to say it.  “You’re so much stronger—mentally as well as physically—than me.  And I’m—very sensitive.”

“Soft,” she suggested, her voice dripping with contempt.

“Yes, Domina,” and she managed to hang her head a bit without disobeying her master by lowering her eyes.   

“Soft.  Like pudding,” she suggested with a snicker.

“Yes, Domina.  Soft like pudding.”

“Everything about you is soft like pudding, isn’t it?”

“Yes, Domina,” she whispered.  “You’re so big and bad and strong, and—and mean, you’re really mean—and I’m so soft and vulnerable.  It’s not fair.  But—”

“But what?”

“But I love you,” she whispered.  “I love you and I want you so bad.”

“Fuck,” Channah repeated herself.  “That’s about the hottest thing you’ve ever said to me.  Maybe one of the hottest things any mortal has ever said to me.  No—definitely one of the hottest,” she revised her opinion.  “Almost as hot as you admitting I’m smarter than you.  You mean it, all of it, don’t you?”

“Yes of course Domina!  I do, Domina,” she admitted in a small voice, betraying with every word an undertone of resentment and anger at what she was being compelled to say that she didn’t want to admit to.  “I would never say that if it weren’t true.”

“How does that make you feel?” she gloated, curiously, tolerating it as her girl thought about it, because she had a genuinely puzzled expression on her face and Channah knew she was sincerely considering something she hadn’t thought about before, and probably didn’t want to think about.  She mused to herself that watching someone think about things they didn’t want to, things that pained them deeply to consider, was a form of torturing in itself.  Indeed, what she loved more than anything was when she could make a mortal suffer in body and soul both, at the same time.  Now, that was a honeymoon-worthy goal.  “Wait—you think about that.  I want you to think about that long and hard and sincerely.  Do you understand me?”

“Yes, Domina.”

“While I hurt you,” she concluded, with a vicious, delighted, cruel grin on her face.  “Oh fuck yes,” she chortled as her slut reacted, practically—no, literally, she decided—fighting herself to remain still before her master, when all she wanted to do was run.

“You want to run, don’t you?” she breathed, slowly bringing her feet back down to the ground, not wanting to spook the girl—not yet, at least.

She nodded, still looking and holding her Domina’s gaze obediently.

“Every instinct and sinew in your body is screaming at you to get up on your feet and run, isn’t it?”

“Yes, of course, Domina!” Penny sobbed.  “Please don’t, don’t use your—I’m so scared!”

“But I’ve told you how much dread and adoration—especially together—arouse me!  And even your little pea-brain is smart enough to remember that, isn’t it?”

“Yes Domina,” she whispered.

“Then why are you kneeling here like a scared bitch, practically begging me to hurt you?” she laughed.

“To please you!” she burst out, sobbing.  “Because I love you!  Because I want to be with you, to stay with you—and I want you to want to be with me!  I’ve done something wrong and made you unhappy.  I just want to make it right!  I want you to love me and be happy with me!”

“Lillith and Cane, that’s the truth, isn’t it?”

“Of course it is, Domina!” she cried, overcome.  “Of course it is!”  She wept.  And she broke position to scramble forward and start laying placatory and apologetic kisses on Channah’s feet, while Channah shuddered with an outright orgasm, her body shaking with the force of a lightning bolt burning through her body and soul, matching the depth and dimensions of Penny’s mortification before her.

“Ffff—uck!” she groaned, torn and balanced between touching herself and just accepting the frustrating, satisfying sensations as they ripped through her.  In the end she surrendered to her own body, trusting it and letting it take her where it wanted, without her coaxing.  And that made it last.  That made it a tantalizingly slow tease, feeling Penny’s head between her legs, licking her heels where they met the floor.

When it was over, she decided it had been perfect, not only because it ultimately satisfied, but because it whet her appetite for more and deeper satisfaction.

After breathing deeply, in a semi-meditative state, for several minutes, she finally came back to herself, and to the room, where Penny was still, pathetically, craning her neck, her shoulders pressed against the front of Channah’s ankles, her tongue stretching out to tickle the bottom of the back of Channah’s heel, one of the most pitifully subservient gestures she could make.  Oh, yessss.

“You’re restoring my faith so far, Penny,” she admitted.  “Redeeming yourself and your sisterwife.  But you have to prove you mean it.  Not with groveling and humiliation and darkness and dirt—which you thrive on, like some perverted species of mushroom—but with what you genuinely hate and fear above all else.”

Penny moued pitifully, physically flinching to hear what her Domina thought of her, and to be forced to ask herself if there was any truth in it.  “Yes, Domina,” her voice breaking.  “Please, give me a chance, and please, give Chastity another chance to prove to you—I’m sure she wants to redeem herself!  Please give us both a chance.  We’ll be good girls for you.  We’ll be the best girls we can be, I promise!  And you—” she whispered “I’m sorry, but you may need to bind me.  I don’t know if I can—behave—”

“Oh ho ho…” she weighed Penny’s words, feeling slightly mollified, and even having a sliver of hope for her and Chastity.  “Sugarbear, that’s the hottest idea.”

Literature Section “07-21 The Unevenest Love of All”—more material available at TheRemainderman.com—Part 21 of Chapter Seven, “Channah’s Slavegirls:  Pawns of the Court of Lust”—1125 words—Accompanying Images:  2079-2082—Published 2025-07-21—©2025 The Remainderman.  This is a work of fiction, not a book of suggestions.  It’s filled with fantasies, idiots, and criminals. Don’t believe them or imitate them.